life is a maze and love is like a riddle` ♥

Sunday, October 14, 2007 { 10/14/2007 01:34:00 AM }

theres a reason for EVERY single decision being made. for no reason why. but most of the time, everybody would rather try to run away from the truth, the fact, the trouble, the problem by giving EXCUSES. example, relationship, failure, death, friendship etc. people always say, in life, theres always ups and down... but no matter what happens, your friends and family members will always be there for you everytime when you're down or facing terrible difficulty. hmmph

i believe that but is just that i really dont know who to call, who to run to when i burst, when i fall. im really curious. im really scared. im really blur. im really confuse. one reason that i dont know who to call or run to is that im afraid that i would disturb that particular person.. or when i call that person, i dont know what to say but just cry.. just by doing that, the person will be speechless and shocked. sigh

i really appreciate everybody who was by my side when im down.... jane, shar, stuart, maple, pris, rj, meitong, peixuan, steph, rita, ignasia, vanessa, ruiliang, adeline, dasiree, brothers of n284, mama, chingee, damian, jo, janice, eevann etc. really mess up in my life.. i cant really catch up yet. give me some time.. i apologise for everything..! serious. and i really thank you all for standing there for me. hmmph this is just a simple summary on whats on my mind.. XP

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VALENTINE'S DAY - linkin park.

My insides are turned to ash so slow
And blew away as I collapsed so cold
A black wind took them away from sight
And held the darkness over day that night
And the clouds above move closer looking so disatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection but not now
Cuz my path has lost direction somehow
A black wind took you away from sight
And held the darkness over day that night
And the clouds above move closer looking so disatisfied
And the ground below grew colder as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like to be alone

On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(Cuz my mind has lost direction somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, On a Valentine's Day
(Cuz my mind has lost direction somehow)